Milk!

It seems like you were so little for such a long time. I felt like I needed proof of my production...it's so crazy that I make milk for you! I had a really hard time trying to make milk for Brooklyn. You're 11 weeks old while I write this post and you are still only breastfed (you've had a few bottles of breast milk as well). 

Nursing in your sleep

I want to remember these precious expressions and our sweet time together while you were nursing. 

Bath Time

Brooklyn's lil Sissy

Brooklyn used an app that made this picture of you ;) 

Snuggle time and story time 

Set your piggies free

There's so many moments I want to capture; it is impossible. For those I do, I am so thankful. Your precious feet even change so quickly. I love you my little angel. 

So sleepy

There's something I love about how exhausted I am in these photos...proof of my determination and love I guess :) it's in some of these photos that I feel the most beautiful, caring for my precious baby. 

Sugar to our Heart

"Oh Breslin, oh Breslin, you're the sugar to everyone's heart..." The song Brooklyn is singing you today. We are trying to get into a sleeping routine. So far, 100% unsuccessful. I want to hold you and nurse you to sleep...I want you to have a routine as well. How long do I let you cry? It changes everyday...most days I don't want you to cry at all! You just ate, your diaper is dry...being a mommy is super hard! I love you so much and want to give you my undivided attention but you have a six year old sissy who needs attention as well. Hopefully we will find something that works better soon. For now, I've obviously taught you 1) I will hold you all day 2) I will nurse you 24-7 any time you desire! Even for 3 minutes to fall asleep 3) I will rock you to sleep and hold you while you're asleep 4) You diaper will stay 100% dry and I will change it while your pee is still warm...whoops. Spoiled for sure, hard to make a change though. If only I had a maid and someone to feed Brooklyn and I! I have no idea how I will leave for a whole day to go to work. For now, I enjoy your precious smile and sweet cuddles!